Say hello to #4

That's right folks, it looks like I'm going to be taking on a 4th job! Holy shit. Remember that crazy old guy that was holding me hostage on the weekends a few months back? He called me today. I didn't answer the phone, but I checked the message that he left, and he said that he would let me work at home if I was willing to do the work for him. I figure, why not? I'll take his crap home, spend a few hours typing it for him, and make a few bucks on the side. I told him that as long as I could work at home, I would do it, but if I had to work in the office, I couldn't. Seems fair, right?

Since I'm completely incapable of keeping my mouth shut, I once again stupidly bring up TTC with Steve. And once again, I'm utterly disappointed. I don't know what I have to do to get him to agree. I'm taking on these extra jobs so that we can save some money, which is apparently the reason why we aren't trying yet. But no matter how many jobs I take on, it's not good enough. I just want to strangle him right now.

I'm sorry I keep bitching about this; I'm sure you're all tired of hearing about it by now :). It's just so frustrating that I'm being made to wait, but when he wants something, there's no such thing as delayed gratification. I realize that the things he wants are nowhere near the magnitude of wanting to raise a child, but still. It would be nice if he could take no for answer once in a while, and let me have what I really want.