Stolen from Krystle

All-Around Smart You are all-around smart. Essentially, that means that you are a good combination of your own knowledge and experience, along with having learned through instruction - and you are equally as good with theoretical things as you are with real-world, applied things. You have a well-rounded brain. 20% theoretical intelligence 20% natural intelligence

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Bye Zeeby

Well it's official now. This afternoon, Steve's mom took Zeeb to be put down. Not sure if that was the reason she had gone, or if she was just getting him checked out again. He couldn't even walk anymore though, so I'm guessing that's why she took him. She wasn't in the room when it happened, and I can't say that I blame her; that would be so hard. Poor guy :(. We'll miss you Zeeby. She actually called yesterday to ask me to go with her, but I had to work. Thank God; I couldn't have handled that. I guess she's doing pretty well, since she's known for a while that this was coming.

Christmas plans

I'm so angry with Steve right now. Christmas is a HUGE deal to me, and he knows it. This year, my aunt and uncle are offering to host Christmas at their cabin in Idyllwild, which is a couple of hours away, or so. She's not anticipating snow or anything, but it sounds like a really nice time. I mentioned this to Steve, and I basically got a "hell no" from him. He says he's not going to risk his life to go there, meaning he's not going to attempt to drive in the California snow (which doesn't stay on the roads, so there's no danger) just for that. Plus, his parents won't go that far. I told him we could spend Christmas Eve with his parents, but he still says he's not going to go. Damn it! How am I going to explain him not going because he's being a giant pussy? That just pisses me off. It's not a for sure thing that it's going to be hosted there yet, but it's like a 99% probability right now.

Merry effin' Christmas

Of course, Steve dropped the elephant in the room bomb and told me that we had no money to buy Christmas presents. He's not saying it, and he never would, but I know it's my fault because I haven't gotten a damn job yet. I'm so distraught right now. Christmas is my absolute favorite time of the year, and the thought of not being able to go balls deep in it just crushes me. We do have credit cards with decent limits, so we really can go shopping, but we don't have the means to pay off the credit card at the end of the month.

I feel like I can't do anything right. Even with all my surgical tech applications floating around out there, it's taking forever for me to find a job. What would be different if I tried to find a regular job. There's no way I can get something decent before Christmas, and I can't rely on the temp agencies to keep me going.